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[30 Sep 2007|12:39pm] |
Just to let everyone know...
on Monday I'm handing in my letter of resignation. I hate my job so much. Trenton and I do not mix. 60 days to go!
in other news, trevor and i got in our first "fight". This weekend pretty much sucked. I just want to curl up in a ball and wake up with everything back to normal. normal as in not feeling like such shit and not feeling like my life is somewhat in order.
gross.
ETA: I talked to trevor before. we're fine. i'm so emotional and vulnerable lately that i over-reacted and he admitted to having bad timing. this weekend is going to be uber fun. wooo washington, dc! GO REDSKINS! (I say this as i choose going to bed at 9:00 over watching anymore of the eagles game, haha). at least one aspect of my life is back on track.
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[26 Dec 2006|01:50pm] |
i don't really agree with this thing, but it's kind of fun...
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| happy one day till eugene's birthday day! |
[21 Feb 2006|05:42pm] |
i don't know why i made that my subject line. he won't ever get to appreciate it...
so class today was almost painless, and (dare i say it?) almost enjoyable. The first two hours or so were kind of slow, but that was expected. we learned yet again about how to praise children without actually praising them. I feel like descriptive praise is just no fun. Everyone loves to hear they did a good job whether it comes from an adult or not. I love it when students tell me they liked my lesson, but I don't necessarily NEED to hear it from them. In fact, if a student came up to me and was like, "Wow, you met all of your objectives!" I might actually get a little pissed. For those of you non-education majors, descriptive praise is when you don't tell a student he or she did a nice job on his or her work, but you choose some aspect of it to bring to light, (such as You used capital letters in all the right places! or You used so many pretty colors). From this, the child is supposed to deduct that it's good. I feel like it's kind of cold. Anyway,
We also did KidsBridge today, which was a lot of fun. I had to narrate my "Name that Stereotype" game show because the closed captioning went too quickly for the students to read. I put tons of enthusiasm in all of my reading too because that just makes it more fun. The closed captioning does go really fast though, I was like out of breath by the end of some of them. Professor Ponting came up to me in the middle and said one of their teachers told him they were really impressed with my enthusiasm and were really glad I was making sure they understood everything. While I don't entirely agree that I was making sure everything was understood, I'm not about to pass up a compliment. Yay enthusiasm (take that, galen...).
I even let myself take a nap today which is unprecedented for the middle of the week, but I had nothing else to work on (which is also unprecedented), so why not? I just hope i'm able to fall asleep tonight. shouldn't be too much of a problem since jpe leaves me perpetually exhausted everyday of my life.
Oh, and we might be hosting a birthday party for eugene on friday. Daniella mentioned it a couple of days ago. I think it might be a lot of fun. Hopefully she decides to invite some of eugene's friends instead of being like here's your party with all of MY friends...because that would be less fun. I'm excited to give eugene his birthday gifts. I love how both of the games we bought him have vulgar titles, and we want to play more than anything else, and we'll have worked with 6 year olds all day the day of the party. it just seems...i don't know the word...but after working with kids all day, drinking just seems that much more wrong. I think I have a conscience issue.
oh, speaking of working with children, if anyone would like to be taught how to tell time using the second hand on a clock, please see me. I would like to practice teaching my lesson. I'm so glad i'm not studying to be a brain surgeon or something. "Would anyone mind if i practiced neurosurgery on them? Anyone? Anyone?" Somehow I don't think you'd get many takers...
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[12 Aug 2005|09:59pm] |
last night i had a serious breakdown. i just started bawling hysterically. Earlier tonight i had a mini breakdown...but like 10 minutes ago i decided to get over myself. i think i'm suffering from burnout. It's like the 90+ degree weather is getting to everyone. plus, monday-thursday of this week, we were short a counselor because the head counselor had her wisdom teeth out. so i've been coming home with literally zero tolerance left for anything and usually i'm coming home to noise. either it's my brother and my mom arguing, my brother on the drums, my dog being insane or god knows what else. in the midst of my breakdown last night my mom said that things weren't that bad. that even though i feel like everything's going wrong lately, things could be worse. there are people out there that are fighting serious illnesses, or people that don't have a place to live. clearly i have no reason to complain about my circumstances. I have to pay $1000 to fix my transmission, but my parents are paying to fix my brakes and my muffler so, obviously, i could be hurting a lot worse. sometimes i just wish i was stronger. my brother's little league coach got divorced and then like 3 months later was diagnosed with a rare cancer and he pulls along with dignity. i wish i could be like that. i get hit with a few pieces of bad news this summer and i'm losing it. 5 more days of camp. one more week of LC. and then hopefully things will start to look up.
bad news this summer:
my eyes suck. i need surgery.
boys are idiots.
transmissions are expensive.
too much work = too much tired.
good news this summer:
A in bio.
making lots of money to pay for aforementioned transmission and other necessities (and non necessities)
second row yankees tickets are kick ass.
1609 Prospect Street is BEAUTIFUL.
When life hands you lemons...
i still think i need a hug...or someone to shake me out of this negative funk but hopefully by august 25th (yankee game) all will be well again.
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[12 Aug 2005|08:13pm] |
i'm officially having a breakdown.
the end.
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| i think i might get sick on thursday. |
[21 May 2005|10:00pm] |
my day off is almost over.
noooooo!!
I didn't do anything super exciting, but i was kind of okay with that. i'm just so beat. i think i need a day to just do nothing.
or so i've convinced myself.
I woke up early to take jess to work, but i drove her in my pajamas, penguin pants and all (and no shoes). After dropping her off, i promptly got back into bed for another 3 hours. I woke up around 12, showered and talked to christina and kerri for awhile. they wanted me to hang out with them but i was being lazy and kind of cranky so i refused.
plus christina wouldn't hang out with jess and i last night just because she didn't want to. so IN YOUR FACE.
I went to my brother's baseball game when my mom got home. He hit an over the fence homerun his first time up (he's lead off)...and we missed it. I was so mad! It was his third homerun of the season and my mom has missed all three. I also think that all three times he's hit one, his team loses. Todays was doubly harsh because he was the reliever and he came in with the lead and then they came back to win. ouch.
then shortly after getting home my mom made me pick up anthony from track. he complained about my music so i turned on the radio and mr brightside was on. score. then we went to dinner and i got some not so good eggplant parm. it reminded me of eickhoff. it was that bad. then i sat around on aim for awhile and talked to ryan. and then i took matt for ice cream because i like to do stuff with him because i think he feels left out sometimes. he told me chocolate chip cookie dough ice cream, quite possibly the best flavor ever, was boring. whhaaaat? no way.
why do i have to work tomorrow?! grrrr. and it's a terrible shift. 10-6:30 isn't normally bad, but dana want me to try to stay later, so really it's 10-?? greeeat. i'll probably end up being there from open to close because i have no backbone. jess won't even be there to keep me sane! daniella will be there for three hours, so i guess i'll take what i can get.
i think daniella and i are going to great adventure on thursday. I have to work till 4:30 though...unless i get up the guts to do the unthinkable: call out sick. we'll see. i think we all know i'll never do it. but either way we're still going.
KINGDA KA!! WOOOOOO!! I can't wait! I also think i might die. Ryan told me that during test runs, a bunch of the dummies' necks snapped. and then when i reported this to my brother he told me he had also heard that a bunch of them fell out of the seats. How is it legal for this roller coaster to be open to the public? and why do i still want to go on it?
if i die on thursday, i leave everything to ______________. the world may never know.
good night folks. i need a shower.
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| hooray for open houses!!! |
[07 Feb 2005|11:20pm] |
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Next year is going to be amazing, can I just say that?
Jess and I worked out an email to send to potential houses for next year...well we didn't email the houses...we emailed the owners, in case that wasn't clear. We're going to an open house tomorrow! I'm so excited!!!! I feel so grown-up doing all this research and going to actual open houses. You know what I think i'm most excited about? THE FOOD. I was reading for ECED and I was totally daydreaming about food. (what ADD?) I plan on making A LOT of pasta. and we can make cookies! and just REAL FOOD. Chicken. Turkey. Rigatoni. MMMMMM. So anyway, our house next year, wherever it's gonna be, will be awesome.
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[03 Feb 2005|11:00pm] |
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LIVEJOURNAL SHOULD DIE. I just wrote the longest update ever and it's GONE! AHHHHHH! I suppose you all will have to settle for an abreviated version...It's a sacrafice, I know. Less of me rambling..what will you do?
Anyway so yesterday was the most awesome day ever. It was like the cousin of VH1's best week ever: best day ever.
Most of what made it the most awesome day ever can be attributed to DJ TRAINING, which finally happened yesterday...in the last update i made a list of the top five things i loved about DJ Training...let's see if i can remember them...
5. Finding out WTSR plays better music than I thought
4. Being on air!!
3. Meeting cool people...did someone say facebook friends? jk...sorta
2. Doing my own thing
1. BOYS. CUTE BOYS.
WTSR plays stuff like Rufio, Incubus, TSL, SoCo and even some older stuff like Blind Melon and REM and Weezer..of course they also have a plethora of stuff i've never heard of, but it's good, i like it. Hey Mikey, she likes it! (sorry, i'm so craving cereal.)
Being on air was so much fun...I can't even explain it. I just loved it. It was sooo exciting...even if the kid did cut off my name by accident..he was cute...it's allowed.
I really did get a facebook friend already. and everyone i met was really cool. I'm excited to get to know them better.
It felt so great to do my own thing. I mean, I LOVE the "jackson crew" who I spend every second of everyday with, but to get out there and do something I enjoyed on my own was nice for a change...know what i mean?
BOYS. Need i say more? I only met 4 yesterday, but that's still like 75% of all the boys that have been in any of my classes all year...and 2 were cute. BONUS.
I also ate lunch by myself (less cool because I felt like people were watching me eat by myself...) but it was okay...just killing time before CUB
CUB was...CUB. The meetings seem to drag on FOREVER. FOR-EV-ER. I'm excited about the trip to see RENT though. Hopefully my financial status will improve by then. I also volunteered to hang posters in Forcina. There was 1000. Or 40. It took like a half hour. UHG. Whatever. Then I came back here and read, went to dinner and went to the cub interest session with christina (and missed the fire drill, YES!) It was fun, glad i went. Then it was just more reading... Reading = my life this semester.
Wednesday is my new favorite day of the week.
DJ training is my new love.
The end.
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| i'm too tired to be a college student... |
[28 Jan 2005|08:28pm] |
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I can't believe it's FRIDAY! Wooo!
Today was fun. Well no, today after class was fun. Jess and I made the beautiful masterpiece that is my journal while we were waiting for Daniella. When Daniella got back here and was all beautified we set off to the mall...or the sauna.
It was seriously 1000 degrees in the mall, but it was worth nearly dying of heat stroke. I bought SOOOOO much! I got a pair of red-ish pants for $5 from Delia's. I still have to try them on, but i'm pretty sure they'll fit. I also bought a really cute tank top from wet seal for $1. yes, ONE DOLLAR. From Charlotte Russe I got an adorable plaid skirt. I <3 it. I would like to eventually buy a khaki or orange shirt to match it, but it's definitely a summer skirt so I have a ton of time to find one. That was only FIVE DOLLARS. I also bought a pink purse from Charlotte Russe for $10. I can finally stop using my gap bag (though i do love it with all my heart and have strong intentions of using it again next summer). We also got to eat good food. My dinner was tasty. I devoured it since all i had eaten was 3 cookies and 2 hershey's kisses (oh what a healthy child i am).
We FINALLY exchanged Christmas presents today. Jess already had what I bought her
:( Everyone else seemed to like the gifts they recieved. Thanks to Christina for my gifts i <3 them both. You are a good listener when i ramble at work :o) .
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[28 Jan 2005|12:29pm] |
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Do you see this? This amazingness that is before you is the product of the hard work of jess and I. It is gorgeous. If it was a guy, i'd marry it. Too bad we don't apply ourselves as well to schoolwork.
<3
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[03 Dec 2004|12:43am] |
I'm so tired...and yet i'm not in bed...crazy.
I'm excited to go home tomorrow (even though i was JUST home for thanksgiving). I'm determined not to bring any homework home with me. It will force me to chill out friday night and most of saturday. It'll probably be the last 2 times i relax all semester...sadly enough. and saturday i have a dentist appointment, oh so relaxing, i know.
In this time of stress i decided to post pictures of things that make me happy. they're going to take up a lot of room though because i don't know how to make an lj cut. enjoy them.
Ryan and Luke...I haven't seen Luke since over the summer and he has a new baby sister I haven't met yet, but Ryan was still as sweet as ever when I saw him over thanksgiving (This picture is old, its from the summer after senior year).
My puppy!! Doesn't she make you happier? She gets so excited to see me when I come home. I <3 her...even though she tackled me and broke my watch...it was all done out of love, i'm sure. (also an old picture...here she's only about 3 months old...now she's almost a year)
SILLINESS!
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| and so it begins... |
[31 Aug 2004|04:05pm] |
Today was the first day of classes. That means i've been up since 7:30...and NO NAPS. that is my new mantra for this semester. I'm pretty sure it will only last a couple of weeks (if it even lasts that long) but at least i can try. So anyway, back to classes. I had 2 today: Historic Preservation and Development Across the Lifespan. Historic Preservation is at 8:30 which i thought would be pretty rough since i hate both history and waking up early, but surprisingly, it wasn't that bad. I actually kind of like the class so far. It's not you're typical history class...its more about...well, preservation (i guess that's where they got the title from, huh?) Of course my interest could be because it still has the novelty of being a new class. The Psych class seems like it could be interesting too, except the professor talks at about a mile a minute and unlike all of my previous psych professors his powerpoints are not so helpful when it comes to taking notes. I mean they help because they're outlines, but its hard to keep up with definitions and such. so yeah...we'll see how that goes...so far though no majorly big papers...so that's awesome because jess had me sweatin' it out.
I went to lunch with jess and had a chicken sandwich with fries...it was okay, can't really complain except that the chicken part was like a giant slab of meat and it was hard to eat. oh, but something amazing happened. we saw hot brian in eickoff and he said hi to us. it was the highlight of my day. we were like little middle schoolers. haha, losers.
and from there it was homework city...no joke. I read the 2 chapters for history (except i don't remember anything except that ann pamela cunningham was one of the first women preservationists) and I also read 2 chapters for ECED, but it was like sleep reading because 8:30 classes are the devil. can't wait to do it all over again on friday...
so maybe i'll update again later...it depends on how interesting tonight is...that should be incentive to show me a good time...
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| so this is what its like to have a life. |
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first order of business:
kerrisomers you are so jealous of me right now. i got to see the regent diner t-shirt and checkered pants wearing man, and i don't even fully appreciate it's greatness. it was really funny though seeing jess get so excited and wathcing her try to be as discreet as possible while taking the picture. i think i may have blown her cover with my poorly stifled fits of giggles. it was fun though, perhaps the highlight of my night. i took a picture of jess at the diner with my phone because i felt left out of the fiasco.
then we went bowling, which was fun despite my beyond sucky skills. betcha didn't know it was possible to bowl a 36. in my defense though, my second game improved...all the way to a 39, much thanks to the strike i got when i wasn't looking. Christina Hreha was a much better bowler than i expected her to be, which disappointed me because i thought we were gonna suck together. but congrats to her on being able to control the direction of her wrist better than me.
One of the guys bowling next to us looked like the blonde guy from less than jake. but i think it was just because he had obnoxious bleached hair. jess pointed out a resemblance of the other kid that was bowling in that lane to hot brian, but i agree with her and again think the resembelance is only in the hair....its funny how reading jess's update and then reading mine is like reading the same thing twice isn't it?
hmmmm what else...
i had the spawn of satan as a customer at work today. she made me cry. it a long, uninteresting story, so i'm going to tell it.
I had just finished quite a few large orders and had collected quite a few hangers all up in my register space so when she came and plopped her stuff down on my counter (before i called for the next customer, mind you) i was cleaning them up. she asked if i was open and i told her i was, but that i would be a minute because i needed to clean up. so she asked me like 3 questions about a coupon she left at home. could she bring it in and get a price adjustment? no it says on the coupon "not for previously purchased merchandise" and some other stuff, but that's the important question as you'll see later. so just as i'm about done the lady that was ringing next to me finishes and she scoops up her things and slams them down on her counter and scowls at me saying "way to make you customers wait" now mind you, i'm extremely overtired these days from working more than i ever had in my life, so just this comment alone hurt my feelings and got the tears all welled up, but i recovered and took the next customer, who happened to have the coupon the devil woman was missing. the she-devil goes "oh can i use your hall pass? thanks" so i assume my customer had said yes and handed it over to the other cashier. my customer then says in an annoyed tone (to the satanic woman, not to me) "well i didn't say yes, but i didn't say no either so..." and finally the awful woman leaves and my customer says wow, she was rude to even ask to use the coupon, but to use it without waiting for an answer? and linda (other cashier) says yeah she was miserable. so i've kept my composure at this point...then the phone rings and my manager answers it and its her, the queen bitch. she complains about both cashiers and goes on and on about how awful we are to the point that my manager says she'll give her 25% off her next purchase to appease her. but then after she's off the phone linda speaks up and says how awful she is and tells patty how she almost made me cry. at the mention of this, i start crying (did i mention i'm overtired?) and my manager takes me into the back (after getting the full story from linda) and tells me that just because these people are customers doesn't mean i need to take crap from them and that when the lady comes in to get her 25% off she's gonna play dumb and pretend like she had no idea what she's talking about. even the other customers were outraged at how rude she had been to me. it was kinda funny. everyone was up in arms like ready to go to war for me. at least i know some people still think i'm nice. this lady seriously ruined my whole day though. it was awful...oh and i didn't get to go on break until like an hour and a half before i went home. so that was fun.
::sigh:: today was stressful, bowling helped.
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| i'm a working girl with gripes. |
[16 Aug 2004|12:23am] |
so guess who's scheduled to work 55 and a half hours this week? yeah, that's me. just thinking about it makes me want to throw up. at least i alraday have 8 hours down...47 and a half to go...I think if i don't call out sick one day this week, i'm definitely calling out one day next week. possibly one day each week.
so i miss everyone like crazy because i have no life outside the jackson outlet village...my feet hurt so bad (like permanently...i think i've done nerve damage) from wearing bad shoes all day, everyday...i worked my last 2 hours today in socks (behind the register and after we closed) my manager even saw and i thought i was going to get in trouble for it, but she just laughed and was like "yeah, i'm with you" so i was quite thankful that she was okay with it...i still have to buy stuff for school and i don't have ANY scheduled days off between now and august 29th. i'm working up to the 28th because i'm dumb. going back to tcnj and taking 20 credits will feel like a vacation.
i ate half a box of chocolate chip cookies, a plate of leftover dinner and some doritios after work because i am a disgusting pig (i also ate 3 slices of pizza and a granola bar at work). seriously, no one should consume that much food...of course now i feel like i want to vomit, but instead i'll go to sleep for 8 and a half hours and then go to work from 10-6:30.
tcp had a fine group of people shopping today...devil children, i described them as...seriously people do not care what their kids do. it drives me nuts...i found out i work with simon yuen's cousin today...i think he was in my class in 8th grade, but i never talked to him in high school...i think he was in that populartiy class you just didn't talk to, because a) you didn't want to, and b) it was unacceptable.
yeah this is a lame ass update, but i'm tired and cranky. forgive me.
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| summer lovin' had me a blst |
[10 Aug 2004|10:39pm] |
so wildwood = AMAZING.
it was by far the best weekend i've had all summer. We got down there friday afternoon and got settled in the room before we took a trek on the beach to scope out hot boys we found 2, but one had a girlfriend. it was okay though because the other one was so hot he made up for it. then we went to dinner with jamie's parents and her brother and his obnoxious friend. After dinner jamie and i decided to decline the invitation to play mini golf and we went to the boardwalk to do the rides instead. an amazing thing happened on the boardwalk (keeping in mind that we got lost before actually making it to the boardwalk makes it more amazing.) We were checking out the roller coaster we wanted to go on and sitting there in the front row is the hot guy from the beach earlier in the day. Jamie and i were shocked. it was too funny. of course not once, did we talk to this kid, but he was gorgeous and fun to look at even if we didn't talk to him at all.
Saturday we woke up early (like 9-ish) and hit up the water park which was also fun, with lots of hot lifeguards. after like an hour and a half we decided to cruise the boardwalk and grab lunch from a diner on the boardwalk. the do wop diner. it was cute, until they wouldn't serve me breakfast. what kind of diner stops serving breakfast? a crappy one. then we went back to the hotel and grabbed the same beach spot as the day before in hopes of seeing hot beach guy again, but he wasn't there, only these annoying french people were. so after like an hour jamie rolls over and spots the hot guy. it was quite pleasing. finally after we had had our fill of UV rays, we gathered up our shower stuff and showered in her parents' hotel room (our bathroom was rather tcnj-esque) and we got semi-dressed up to go to the comedy club. it was fun to look cute and actually go out and do something. the headliner at the comedy club was angel salazaar who is aparently from scarface. he was really funny, lots of racial jokes. but at the end it was weird because he did some sort of full monty-like thing. a little disturbing, but a fun night out anyway. oh also on saturday i managed to eat an entire box of milano cookies, because i'm awesome like that (actually jamie ate 2 and there was 3 left, but it was pretty close to the whole box).
Sunday we packed, went to a sub par breakfast buffet and headed home. it was sad that the weekend was over, but it was such a blast anyway. Monday i only had to work at tcp, so at least i didn't have to jump right back into 12 hour days (only have one this week and its already done, yay!)..everyone keeps telling me how tan i look too, so yay for that. hopefully i can keep up some of the tan for when we get back to school so that it looks like i did something this summer.
I have to work from 8-5 tomorrow, 1:30-10 on thursday 8-5 on friday and either 8-5 or 4-10 on saturday. someone want to hang out with me on one of those days. i seriously miss you guys like crazy.
oh and btw kerri, liz is still hiring at $8.50 an hour if you're interested, i know they'll hire you pretty much on the spot, but i don't know how you feel about retail. let me know and i'll pick up an application for you. (or you can come visit me and pick it up yourself).
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[05 Aug 2004|11:28pm] |
so finally...the time of wildwood is upon us. i'm super psyched, its ridiculous. and i'm in a crazy good mood because i know that i officially won't have to work for a full 3 days (though they did try to con me into working tomorrow morning before i leave for wildwood, but i declined. oh yeah, look who's learning to say no. (listen kids, when it comes to picking up hours a work that you don't want, JUST SAY NO.) I worked from 10-3 at TCP today...it was busy which was good since i was kept busy and couldn't get bored..then from 3-4 i got dinner (a very tasty chicken caesar wrap, a la food court) and sorta window shopped for a while... right before i went into liz this girl came up to me rambling about having me test out perfumes (i believe she was a representative from perfumania) so i let her ramble, but she also sprayed me with samples so i walked away smelling kinda like old lady, but by the time i got to liz, i think it had already faded. it was weird too because her "co-worker", who appeared to be doing very little work kept say "don't talk to [her] she has aids." and things like "she just sprayed me with some stuff and now it itches, don't let her spray you" so i was like oh jesus, this girl is gonna poison me. but alas she did not. The liz shift wasn't bad either because my friend mary who works at TCP with me started at Liz today so i had someone to talk to after we closed, it was funny because we both worked the morning at TCP (they made us work wearing little kids backpacks btw, to promote them, so that was awesome. not.) so by the time 9:00 rolled around we were both pretty nutty. oh and mary thinks kevin is annoying too. this girl meagan referred to him as ADD boy today, which made me wonder if she knew what ADD stood for, or if really does have ADD. We had to stay at Liz until 10:30. i didn't really care at that point, they're paying me, so whatever. Next week i work 33 hours at Liz and 11 hours at TCP, plus whatever i want to pick up from Liz. So i'm excited about all of the money-making that will be going on in the next few weeks. i can't believe we move back to good ol tcnj in like...25 days...that's madness...i'm still excited though...
kerri, i just heard that aquateen hunger force is showing their final episode like this week or something. isn't that the show i was introduced to by you? with meatwad? yeah.
i'm bored. doot doot doo...i was doing the doug theme at work tonight...hmmmm. i guess i'm done.
peace out homies.
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ok, jackie isn't pregnant. i talked to ken today who assured me that mike (my brother's friend) is crazy. thank god. just thought i'd clarify a recent gossipy entry.
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[02 Aug 2004|10:45pm] |
I worked until 10 today instead of only 8. $17 seemed worth it at the time, but by the time 8:00 came and i wanted to die, i regretted my decison. the first shift at Liz was easy...the shift at The Children's Place was pretty painless, i was a little grouchy, but not too bad (plus my managers know i'm working crazy hours this week, so they're extra nice to me.)....the last 2 hours at Liz, i wanted to kill myself and anyone who tried to talk to me. Which is bad news for kevin. seriously, the kid doesn't shut up. and he doesn't even speak up..he mumbles and rarely says anything of any relevance... i swear to god he rambled for a good 15 minutes about how his mom made him take out the garbage. (it was probably only like 5 minutes, but it felt like an hour). During the day he's a nice enough kid...i have patience to ask him to repeat himself like 6 times...but after 10 hours of work with only like 20 minutes off....forget it, i end up tuning him out completely only uttering the occasional yeah and mm hmm...i feel so bad, but seriously...at least speak up so i can hear you...then maybe i'd be able to be a better listener...AHHHHHH. i want to die. I have to do this 3 more times still...i calculated that by thursday i will have worked 47 hours in 4 days. is that disgusting? um, yeah, i'd say so. but don't trust my math. i'm too tired. driving home is seriously a danger. hopefully this is the only week its this bad.
I have to be up at 9 tomorrow to do it all over...maybe it wouldn't be so bad if i had time to eat healthier...all day today i had half a bottle of diet pepsi, a bag of kix cereal, a glass of iced tea, a chicken teryaki microwavable sandwich and a cookie. vegetables? fruit? what?
UUUUGGGGHHHH!!! Make it time to go to wildwood. PLEASE.
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